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Hi, blog. Just realized today is the last day of September. Time flies so fast, eh. And that's sad, considering October might be my last month in Indonesia (until I don't know when), since, yeah, remember this? I finally got the letter of acceptance for a scholarship I applied on March, Alhamdulillah. You kno' I've been waiting for oh-so-long period of time. It seemed so unreal to me. It still is. Me? Moscow? Next month?

So..........I'm sort of busy preparing for visa and stuffs. Not THAT busy actually (I still have loads of spare time, laying on bed, watching DVDs heheh) but I realized, the time is getting closer and closer. Yet, there's still SOOO MANY MANY MANY things I'd like to do before I go, like, hanging out with friends, going to Green Canyon with Ipak, volunteering on Java Jazz Festival 2012 (did I ever tell you before? Yes, Peter Gontha picked me as a volunteer! I'm lucky, I know. But still..I couldn't join. ) or spend the nights together again with Ardi, Albi, Yogi & Ryan in Bandung just like we did last May & July. Etcetera. Etcetera.

By the way, I kinda feel like being left behind somehow. People are busy with their works. Chasing dreams. Then I look at myself & ask, "Have fun wasting your time, huh?" geez, I need to do something useful instead of spamming on my Plurk timeline with no one seems to care haha. Everyday I wake up all alone. Go out of my room and find no one but Lucy, my furball. We play for a couple of minutes and she ends up scratching my leg. So I walk back to my room. Learn some Russian-Phrases-For-Dummies or sing and duck-dance like a dumbass. I don't blame anyone for being so busy tho'. I simply need someone to talk to. Is it normal to feel this way? But hey, think again! That's what a blog is for, right? To spill it all out. To empty what's on your mind. AND I THANK YOU, BLOG. For being such a good listener.

Sincerely,

Forever-Alone-Guy.